Roti Boy and a Train Driver

Roti boy...

first time I say it, I feel the smell is...*wink.....really delicious.
I ever bought it, in MOG with..a man that ever make me happy eventhough finally he decided to leave me, without any certain reason I think. Yes, he is a train driver.
hmmm...I don't want to tell my "broken heart" because of him, but I just share how I really like to eat such bread.
Roti boy, is the most delicious I've ever eat. The texture is so soft, hmmm really nice.
First time I eat it when my mother bring it from Malang, I wonder what kind of bread is it.
The name is so strange I think, 'roti boy' hehehe....

Then, one day I want to bought it some with  'train driver' (in past he was my boyfriend) in MOG.
In that time it was so difficult to found the place.
But, finally, we found it..

I was so happy, we eat some and a cup of 'milo', really delicious and make us full.

that's just a story, in past. just be a memory, that so difficult to erase.
miss it a lot.......


Regards,
--------AD-------

it sounds good...

SINGLE
It's not a status.
It's a word, that best describes a person who enjoy the life and not depends on others.


really simple if we read it, but sometimes it such difficult to bring it on.
just be glad, since noone knows what will be happened a  second later.
maybe we happy, maybe we smile, maybe we sad, lot of tears, even DEAD.
may Allah always save us into right ways.

Regards,

---AD---

How I was surprised...

I've been waiting for so long.
but, it seems nothing happened that I expect it anymore,
you don't know how deep that I felt down.
lonely, no such memories
it hurts me even you don't know the pain that I felt
loneliness, sorrow
but I try to suffer it on,
I try to keep fight
oh God, it was really painfull for me.
just look at him, saw from apart

Kereta

Kereta...
tak ada hal lain yang mengingatkanku selain tentang dirinya, yang pernah memberi warna....
bel, loko, dipo, dan...... CC 201 13, CC 201 20

That was so unforgettable... 

He makes me so desperately in love...

-----------------PLEASE FORGIVE ME-----------------------
It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It’s gettin’ better baby
No one can better this
I’m still hold on and you’re still the one
The first time our eyes met it’s the same feelin’ I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love you longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you’re feelin’ lonely.. don’t
You’re the only one I’d ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love you a little more than I should
Please forgive me I know now what I do
Please forgive me I can’t stop lovin’ you
Don’t deny me
This pain I’m going through
Please forgive me
If I need you like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can’t stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
We’re still gettin’ closer baby
Can’t get close enough I’m still holdin’ on
You’re still number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights you know I still do
One thing I’m sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I’m prayin’
That’s why I’m sayin’…

jatuh cinta memang berjuta rasanya...

Ku tak percaya, kau ada disini
Menemaniku, disaat dia pergi 
Sungguh bahagia, kau ada disini
Menghapus semua sakit yang kurasa
.........................Rasa Ini by : Vierra


It was a part of Vierra's song that represent quitely my feeling in that time.
Flashback to for about 3 months ago...I still feel the passion now hehehe...

It was 7th January, 2010 in Malang Railway Station...

that week was examination week in my college, as an undergraduate of Mathematics Department, I have finished my duty to do the test. As my habits, I always want to go home as soon as possible. So, I decide to go home by using train at night, at 7 pm approximately.
Long time I've waited for the train. I talk with my friends beside me, and suddenly there was a man talking with my friends and I don't know who is he,wearing a dark jacket,tall, quite black skin (sorry..hehehe)...I don't care who is he, my thought was being in thousand mils far away from the chair that I sat. I just focused on when the train will come and bring me to home...

Hidup Itu Perjuangan

Apa yang anda pikirkan tentang hidup? Tentunya setiap orang mempunyai pandangan hidup masing-masing tentang apa itu hidup. Memang tak mudah menjalani hidup yang penuh liku ini. Hidup memang layaknya roda yang berputar, kadang dibawah dan terkadang di atas. Bagi saya hidup itu perjuangan, mulai saya lahir sampai saat ini saya jadi mahasiswapun penuh perjuangan. Hidup memang sulit, dan terkadang sakit bahkan. Apa yang kita inginkan tak selalu jadi kenyataan, but that's life. Life is struggle...How we can survive ourlife with our hands, believe that you can... 
Benar kata pepatah, life is problem, hidup memang selalu ada masalah dan saya amat sadar bahwasanya hidup seseorang tidak ada yang sempurna, tidak ada yang mampu memiliki segalanya. Banyak diantara teman-teman saya yang hidupnya berkecukupan namun kurang kasih sayang, dan banyak pula yang hidupnya kurang tapi mereka diliputi kasih sayang dari orang-orang di sekitarnya...Ada kalanya kita merasa hidup kita enak, tapi terkadang juga kita merasa hidup ini sangatlah susah. Dulu ketika ada masalah saya selalu menyikapinya dengan menangis dan meratapi kenapa semua itu terjadi pada saya, tapi semakin lama saya sadar bahwasanya Allah tidak akan memberi cobaan yang hambaNya tidak mampu menjalaninya. Dan satu hal yang paling saya maknai adalah ternyata masalah itu membuat orang semakin dewasa dan itu merupakan proses pendewasaan. Sempit sekali pikiran seseorang jika menyikapi masalah dengan buruk, putus asa, dan bahkan merugikan orang-orang di sekitarnya...Terkadang saya ataupun anda pasti juga mengeluh akan hidup, tapi pantaskah kita mengeluh sedangkan kita sudah dikaruniai kedua tangan untuk mengubah dunia...maka syukurilah hidup karena kita memang diciptakan berbeda setiap individunya, pesan saya jadilah dirimu sendiri sebaik-baiknya dirimu sendiri...Karena dengan begitu kita akan lebih menikmati hidup sesulit apapun keadaan kita, kita akan menjadi orang yang penuh syukur dan nikmat, karna setiap apa yang kita jalani dipenuhi dengan rasa ikhlas.