How I was surprised...

I've been waiting for so long.
but, it seems nothing happened that I expect it anymore,
you don't know how deep that I felt down.
lonely, no such memories
it hurts me even you don't know the pain that I felt
loneliness, sorrow
but I try to suffer it on,
I try to keep fight
oh God, it was really painfull for me.
just look at him, saw from apart