He makes me so desperately in love...

-----------------PLEASE FORGIVE ME-----------------------
It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It’s gettin’ better baby
No one can better this
I’m still hold on and you’re still the one
The first time our eyes met it’s the same feelin’ I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love you longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you’re feelin’ lonely.. don’t
You’re the only one I’d ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love you a little more than I should
Please forgive me I know now what I do
Please forgive me I can’t stop lovin’ you
Don’t deny me
This pain I’m going through
Please forgive me
If I need you like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can’t stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
We’re still gettin’ closer baby
Can’t get close enough I’m still holdin’ on
You’re still number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights you know I still do
One thing I’m sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I’m prayin’
That’s why I’m sayin’…

jatuh cinta memang berjuta rasanya...

Ku tak percaya, kau ada disini
Menemaniku, disaat dia pergi 
Sungguh bahagia, kau ada disini
Menghapus semua sakit yang kurasa
.........................Rasa Ini by : Vierra


It was a part of Vierra's song that represent quitely my feeling in that time.
Flashback to for about 3 months ago...I still feel the passion now hehehe...

It was 7th January, 2010 in Malang Railway Station...

that week was examination week in my college, as an undergraduate of Mathematics Department, I have finished my duty to do the test. As my habits, I always want to go home as soon as possible. So, I decide to go home by using train at night, at 7 pm approximately.
Long time I've waited for the train. I talk with my friends beside me, and suddenly there was a man talking with my friends and I don't know who is he,wearing a dark jacket,tall, quite black skin (sorry..hehehe)...I don't care who is he, my thought was being in thousand mils far away from the chair that I sat. I just focused on when the train will come and bring me to home...